Entries for July, 2006

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Currently listening to: far away
Currently reading: txt po ng baby q...
Currently feeling: badtrip
Posted by uhreeelicious on July 10, 2006 at 09:30 AM | watchathink?
mayroong nagustuhan si jay; nikki ang kanyang pangalan maputi, singkit, maganda  at matalino ito…*sinabi niya ito kay joyce at masaya siya para sa kanyang kaibigan…*patay na patay nun si jay sakanya kasi mahilig ito sa singkit…niligawan niya ito ng napakatagal at sinagot siya nito…tuwang-tuwa si jay at sinabi ito kay joyce…

nung panahong iyon may nanligaw kay joyce; zac ang pangalan niya; intsik, atenista, mayaman, matangkad at maputi ito…eh pihikan kasi si joyce sa lalaki marami na din nanligaw sakanya ngunit walang pumasa…*hehehe…high-standards ba…saka good girl ayaw pa niya magboyfriend…masunurin sa magulang…hahaha…*walang kokontra kuento ko to…buahahaha*pero totoo wala pa siya nagiging boyfriend, takot kase siya masaktan*ayun…nasilaw si joyce sa katangian ni zac kaya makalipas ang isa’t kalahating buwan ay sinagot niya ito…tumagal sila ng tatlong buwan ngunit hindi ganun naging kasaya si joyce pero minahal niya ito…pero hindi niya alam kung talagang minahal siya ni zac…kasi hindi man lang niya naramdaman na importante siya dito kasi halos tatlong beses lang sa isang buwan magparamdam ito…pero anlaking tanga ni joyce at naghihintay siya sa wala…pinagtatakpan niya pa ito kay jay at sa iba pa niyang kaibigan…nung ikatlong buwan nila hindi nagparamdam si zac ng buong araw tumawag lang siya ng eksaktong alasdose ng gabi mismong  pagkatapos ng araw ng monthsary nila akala ni joyce babatiin siya nito pero nagtalo pa sila nito at binababa ang telepono nagtext si zac kay joyce “joyce sorry di ko alam kung paano sasabihin to sayo di ko alam kung ano to nararamdaman ko sayo kung awa lang o pagmamahal di ko alam kung paano sasabihin sayo na break na tayo” sobrang nasaktan si joyce kasi alam niya lahat naman ginawa niya para dito iyak siya ng iyak…buti nandiyan si jay para damayan siya…lagi ito nakikinig sa kuento ni joyce kahit paulit-ulit lang…

di nagtagal…nakipaghiwalay si nikki kay jay sa di malamang kadahilanan…nasaktan din si jay katulad ng kay joyce…sobrang mahal niya si nikki…pareho silang ‘bitter’ sa mga nangyari sakanila…

itutuloy……

Currently listening to: professor
Currently reading: lesson nia
Currently feeling: uwing uwi na
Posted by uhreeelicious on July 14, 2006 at 08:08 AM | 1 pikaboo!:D

Wrong Man

I feel you moving slipping away
I try to call, but I cant find the words to say
My lips my move, but they don’t make a sound
I hear your voice, but you’re nowhere around

I close my eyes, I cant find my sleep
My wounds will not heal, you cut me too deep
My mind is strong, but my spirit is weak
But I’ve got to get up, get back on my feet

You can’t be so cruel, but I just cant understand
Do the tears I cry baby,
does it make you feel like a man?
You know I love you, times it just ain’t enough
and I don’t wanna leave you,
but I’m giving you up
I told you once boy,
and I tell you once more
you cant do right,
Coz you’re the wrong man to fall!!!

 

Currently listening to: professor(html)
Currently reading: lesson
Currently feeling: zzzzzzzz
Posted by uhreeelicious on July 14, 2006 at 08:11 AM | 2 pikaboo!:D
matapos ang tatlong buwan, unti-unting nakmove on si joyce…at unti-unti niya din minamahal si jay na higit pa sa kaibigan…ngunit siya ay natakot sabihin ito kay jay…mayroong kinukuento si jay kay joyce bago si nikki na mayroon siya “crush” high school pa siya eh malapit lang ito sa kanilang bahay…siya si anna; maganda, matangkad, sexy, mistisa at higit sa lahat model…basta halos lahat ng gusto ng isang lalaki sa isang babae na kay anna na…ayun…natakot si joyce na mawala lahat pati pagkakaibigan nila ni jay kasi iniisip ni joyce na baka magalit ito sakanya kaya ang ginawa niya nilapit niya si jay kay anna para hindi mahalata yung nararamdaman niya para dito…pero nagpaparamdam na din sakanya si jay noon sakanya…pero di niya ito pinapansin kasi iniisip niya na magkaibigan lang talaga sila…at lagi siya nagre-reminisce para makalimutan niya ang nararamdaman nito kay jay...at bawat kuento niya lagi sinasabi ni jay “aus lang yan…dito naman ako eh…”tapos, mayroong kanta na sumikat dati “para sayo ako’y magbabago, kahit mahirap kakayanin ko, basta para sayo handa akong magpakatino laging isipin lahat ay gagawin basta para sayo”nagustuhan ito ni joyce at sinabi kay jay “tol, may bago ako gusto kanta pag kinanta mo sa babae matutunaw” tapos sabi ni jay “kantahin ko kaya sakanya baka maging kami” sabi ni joyce “oo tol ipanligaw mo kay anna sasagutin ka nun…”sabi ni jay “hindi si joyce”tinawanan lang siya ni joyce perokinikilig…

 

itutuloy……

 

Currently listening to: i finally found
Currently reading: txt ng baby q
Currently feeling: nikikilig
Posted by uhreeelicious on July 17, 2006 at 09:37 AM | 3 pikaboo!:D
Speak heart, this is thy chance

Absence makes the heart fonder
Time, but when the heart starts to grow fond
Distance is assumed

Pity the heart that has to cry every night
Pity the heart that mourns for the love that she hoped she has
Pity the heart that has to learn the spite when it never knew how

Why weep and mourn?
Distance is always present for a reason
Distance is made and kept

So as not hurt
So as not to hope
So as not to wait

Absence doesn’t make the heart grow fonder
It makes the bearer hate, burn, and spite!
Because when the time is right
When the bearer starts to wonder
Initially, where did al start?
When somebody’s presence broke your heart!

Currently listening to: angel of mine
Currently reading: txt ng baby q
Currently feeling: nikikilig parin
Posted by uhreeelicious on July 17, 2006 at 09:55 AM | 2 pikaboo!:D

Kung ako lang ang masusunod
Aakuhin ko ang iyong pagod
'Di ka na muling luluha
Lahat ng 'yong dinaldala, akin na

Kung akin lang ang mundo
Ibibigay ko siya sa iyo

Kung pag-aari ko lang ang lumbay
Itatago ko siya habang buhay
Wala nang inggit, wala nang galit
Paliligayahin kita bawat saglit

Kung akin lang ang mundo
Ibibigay ko siya sa iyo

Kung hawak ko lang ang panahon
Wala nang kahapon at bukas, meron lang ngayon
Nais kong maging saysay ng aking buhay
Ay bigyan ang iyo ng kulay

Kung aking lang ang mundo
Ibibigay ko siya sa iyo

Currently feeling: tomgutz
Posted by uhreeelicious on July 17, 2006 at 12:42 PM | watchathink?
sinabi ni joyce kay jay bakit di niya ligawan si anna total naman matagal niya na ito gusto…niligawan niya ito at  naging sila…ngunit hindi rin sila nagtagal dahil sinasabi ni jay kay joyce na mahal pa niya si nikki pero ang katotohanan pala ay mahal na din ito si joyce na higit pa sa kaibigan pero parehas lang pala sila ng iniisip ni joyce kaya pareho silang nagpapakiramdaman…sinabi ni jay na gusto niya na kalimutan si nikki kaya nagpatulong ito kay joyce…pinateks ni jay si nikki kay joyce at pinasabi na nasa ibang bansa na siya at matatagalan pang bumalik ngunit bago ito ginawa ni joyce tinanong nito si jay kung sigurado na ba ito…at yun na nga ang nangyari pero siyempre nakaramdam ng galit si joyce kay nikki dahil sa ginawa nito sa kabigan niya…
          itutuloy….
Currently listening to: officially missin u
Currently feeling: chakit ulo
Posted by uhreeelicious on July 18, 2006 at 02:20 PM | 2 pikaboo!:D

Thank You

 

 

Thanks for all the lessons I learned
when you walked into my life, then left me burned.
Thanks for all the heartache you caused
which brought my life to a brief pause.

Thanks for not listening when I needed you most
and giving me the feeling of being lost.
Thanks for making my life seem like one long rainy day
Because of the happiness you took away.

When you said you loved me I was on such a high
then I crashed when I realized you lied.
Thanks for all those things you brought to me,
even the tears that came as my heart began to bleed.

Now I have seen the light
and can finally put you out of my life.
For I see the sun beginning to shine
because I truly believe I now will be fine

 

Currently listening to: stick w u
Currently feeling: chakit pdn ulo
Posted by uhreeelicious on July 18, 2006 at 02:22 PM | watchathink?
simula nun mula sa ‘tol’ naging ‘angel’ na ang tawagan nina jay at joyce dahil sabi ni jay parang anghel daw sa kanya si joyce…at simula nun nagtulungan sila na makalimutan ang nakaraan pero nagpapakiramdaman parin silang dalawa…madalas sila magbiruan na mahal nila ang isa’t isa pero sa katotohanan totoo na pala ang nararamdaman nila at sigurado na sila dito….

 

 sabi pa ni jay kay joyce ‘angel ko alam mo kung ako lang si zac di na kita papakawalan papakasalan pa kita!’siyempre kinilig si joyce dito ngunit di nagpahalata…tinawanan niya lang si jay pero tuwang tuwa siya dito…
 
          itutuloy….
Currently feeling: antok
Posted by uhreeelicious on July 21, 2006 at 08:32 AM | 1 pikaboo!:D

 

 

Peter Pan

 

 

I wishfully open my windows

 

Every night, hopin’

 

Like a desperate fool to see you

 

 

And your lovely fairy float

 

In the star – studded heavens

 

Come into my room, and take me

 

 

If only you’re as real

 

As my wounds and pains

 

If only you could see me

 

Fly me to Neverland

 

And let me join the merry band

 

Before Captain Hooks of my world feed me

 

To the crocodiles of their intentions

 

Currently feeling: pagod
Posted by uhreeelicious on July 21, 2006 at 08:36 AM | 1 pikaboo!:D
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