October 2, 2007
dear diary....
I hate him coz I can’t hate him enough and for making me fall for him just to leaveme hanging…I hate myself for loving him this much…he’s my bestfriend and my loveone, I’m really longing for him…he’s still the man of my dreams and forever will be after two months of our unknown breakup I knew that he came back to his ‘ex’ that hurt him a lot…the fact is I can’t feel any kind of madness though it really showed that I’m just a rebound,,,it really find me hard to let go of someone I realy love…its been six months since he left mebut the pain is still here…I’m going deaf hearing myself cry everynight…I’m so immune of this damn fever that keeps coming back anytime…my heart is tired of getting over of breathin when my shitty asthma attacks me…the wounds are healing slowly but the pain can’t fade that quick and I think it won’ti miss him so much…the feelings are still the same…I know and I wish someday our roads will cross again and we’ll talk about what happened and to retrieve the feelings for each other we once had…he said I’m his angel and now I’m an angel with brokenwings…
love lots
aryl
Posted by uhreeelicious on October 2, 2007 at 03:48 PM | 3 pikaboo!:D