i have a boyfriend...he is sweet, he can make me laugh, he makes me feel the way i want to be loved and everything..he is handsome*chinito mestizo*, tall, he does have riches...in short,he is the man of my dreams..

i love him not for what he have..but instead of what he really is..

we are already three months this month..in that three months it seems that no one can break our relationship...that our love is perfect...in fact, he built a business*a computer shop*...he keeps on telling me that he is preparing for our future...he also keep on telling me that he will never leave me..and how much he love me...

but the problem is... because of our busy schedules and tiring days we lacked on communicating he is leaving their house at 4am and come back home at almost 12am; misunderstanding and whatsoever..

he has a friend who is a friend of a famous singer...he excitedly told me what happened during he was introduced to this singer..he knew that this singer has a big crush on him...*unbelievable but true*i kept silent but deep inside it hurt me a lot..becase why of all women*sikat pa?!anu laban ko dun!?*

as days passed by he texted me he feels so bored of our relationship..just because of this famous singer...this line keeps on playing in my mind "san b ko nagkulang?!ginawa ko naman lahat eh.!?pero bkit ganun...?!"when he texted me that message he called me up sa landline.. i noticed that he was crying too...for almost one week n ko umiiyak..d p nia skin naeexplain kung ano talaga nangyari...ang hirap magmahal...