warm christmasT_T
christmas....christmas....christmas...well last christmas i have a warm christmas...buahahaha...bakit warm...?kase cold siya na hot...ahehehe...aus ba..??kase diba sabi nila ang mga taong walang lovelife ay ang SMAC or 'samahang malalamig ang christmas'ahehehe...eh since may lovelife naman ako and nga pla 9months napo kami magteten na this coming 12 yihii2months na lang 1year na...ang galing galing...ahehehe...un nga as i was sayin warm kase we're not together celebratin but we're very happy and contented with each other...waitin for the right time to be together again...whapak un un eh....buahahaha...un po...
taz the next night nagyaya naman mga pinsan ko *mother’s side..sa bar at ratsky tomas morato..wala lang yuko padin ahehehe *loyal ba*hahahaha..oi pero true un kahit dmi guapo wala na sila isa lng baby ko dito nagiisa at proud ako dun...uhmm...nagcocktail drink*mocha mint* taz choco shake...pizza nachos sisig sarap..un po...konti sayaw upo cr un lang..
taz kinabukasan punta naman kami pangasinan nina daddy mommy sis ko pagdating po nmin dun sobrang lamig sinipon ako taz nilagnat...pagising ko mejo ok na pakiramdam ko...naligo ako nagbabad *dakilang pasaway*hahaha...un nagkalagnat ulit...away kami baby ko d ko alam dahilan...ahehehe...malapit na sa point na break ahehehe xmpre todo iyak naman ang bata lalo sinipon hahaha...napagalitan pa ko ni mommy ayaw ko kumain eh sa wala ko gana eh...natakot kumain kahit kalahati burger..ahehehe...nga pala nagkaayos din kami kahit mejo cold onti... taz nakita ata ako umiiyak ni mommy kinausap ako sabi ‘ano na nagyayari sa inyo ng boyfriend mo?mahirap yung ganyang situation long distance relationship’ sabi ko ‘ok lang po uwi po ata siya this January*sana*ahehehe…taz un sabi nia ‘buti naman at ayoko makita umiiyak iyak ka dian’*wah…
taz kinabukasan simba kmi sa manaoag..un taz nagkayayaan sa baguio..un po worst nadukot fone ko but because of that i can say that mas naging matibay kami ng baby ko una tanong niya sakin 'yari sau?nasaktan kb?natutukan?nahipuan?ayt k lng b?'xmpre dun palng naiyak ako kase ewan basta kakatouch...kase ung parents ko d ako pinapansin galit ata taz siya boyfriend ko bestfriend ko alalang alala dba ang sweet??...naglalakad kami mukha ako tanga di ko malaman gagawin ko un nga naiyak ako nung kinomfort ako ng baby ko kahit tampo siya sakin un gumaan pakiramdam ko kahit panu pero di naman ung celfone ko ung iniiyakan ko eh ung messages niya importante un sakin tinagotago q ko un...sabi niya'bei messages lng un ikaw inaalala ko!buti wala nangyari sayo at nandito ka sakin mahal ko'ahehehe sweet talaga ng baby ko...
new year tipid ako sa load ahehehe nakigamit ng celfone sa mommy ko xmpre katext padin baby ko hai sana next year magkasama napo kami mejo malungkot po new year ko ngayon kase last year yung new year ko dun nabuo yung pangako namin na walang iwanan kahit magbestfriend palang kami nun pero may hidden desire na pala ahehe…saka last year alam ko isang tawag ko lang kanya maririnig ko na boses niya...haiizz ngayon text lang pero ok lang paguwi naman niya araw-araw pa kami magkasama…
sa 12 10th monthsary napo namin ansaya ko po kase sabi ko dati papatunayan ko sa lahat na mas tatagal yung magiging next relationship ko…kahit sobrang dami ng problem na dumadating kakayanin…
thank you so much for lovin me, appreciatin the whole me, trustin me, for sacrificing for the sake of us, for the patience, for every fight that we had and makin me brave, for every teardrops from my eyes, for the painful words that you awe for letting me miss you every single minute and let me realized how much you mean to me; how much i loveyou, for makin me feel that i’m so special…
i’m really sorry for all the things; for bein nagger, bein crybaby, bein jealous painful words i have told you, for my weaknesses that causes you pain…but i really love you so much and i’m really sorry about it baby…
i promise that i will more let you feel how much you mean to me and how much ilove and trust you…that you’re my only one…iloveyou! babyangel!!
here’s a poem for you baby…hope you’ll like it…i made it for you…ahehehe
How I wish I could touch your smooth faceWish
And let you sleep while singing your favorite lullaby
How I wish I could whisper the sweetest words I know
And tell you that I’ll be always at your side
How I wish I could be with you for all the time
And let you know that you’re not alone
How I wish I could be your sun
And guide you through the darkest of your days
How I wish I could give you the warmest hug ....iloveyou so much babyangel!!! imissyou....
And let you know that I care
How I wish I could give you the summer’s kiss
And let you feel how much I love you
How I wish someday these wishes would come true
And tell you “Baby, I loved you before and I’ll even love you forever!”
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